Monday, June 25, 2012

life ohh life



Being apart from you isn't easy..I find myself missing you so often,in so many ways..but even though we can't be together right now..Gentle thoughts of you fill my days and dreams of you fill my nights..No matter what I'm doing,I know it would be so much nice if I could be sharing it with you..I keep imagining things you'd say if you were with me now,or the way you would laugh if something funny happened,and next thing I know,I'm daydreaming about all the things we'll do when we're together again..Although the miles come between us now,I still feel so close to you,and I just keep hoping the days will fly by because I want you beside me to talk to,to hold,to love.to keep from the hurts and pains..sorry for everything,,i know i'm not perfect for you..i just pray,one day u can get better person for yourlife..insyaallah..i always remember u..

Friday, June 22, 2012

Operation wound dorsal aspect left hand

21/06 detik yg plg aku x sangke yg tgn aku kene jahit..ats kecuaian diri sendiri..maybe ade hikmah ape yg berlaku..urat tgn aku satu 60% hampir putus..npk isi n tulang..omg hazz..knape buat org rsau..its okay..hazz boleh tgn lg..dont worry..doctor sah kn xde pape yg serius..can back to normal..alhamdulilah..aku pengsan selama 20 minit..sbb darah kuar..muka trus pucat..bile daa smpai HUKM jmpe doctor pakar mcm2 laa dia nasihat..lps nie aku mkn kene laa pantang -.- x leh suka2 mkn bende2 gatal...yg pasti saat menunggu to..hanya tuhan je tahu...tersangat laa sakit..aku hanya mampu menahan kesakitan tersebut..bile di cuci dgn ubt..rasa mcm nk nangis..pedih n perit..hanya ubat tahan sakit je yg mampu beri aku kelegaan hanya 3jam sahaja..lps 3 jam..deyutan tersebut to akan dirasai :( thanks to my friends sggup tggu smpai 2jam30minit..smpai tgn aku selesai di operation-kene jahit,,,jasa korg ttp aku akn ingt smpai bile2..korg kwn yg tbaik..boleh susah senang sama2 ngn aku..thanks alot..aku dpt cuti doctor bg MC so boleh laa rehat puas2 kt rumah..doakan sy cepat sembuh k..

my left hand

Thursday, June 14, 2012

i believe i can fly

cube tgok entry kt ats to...mcm x kene je kn "I BELIEVE I CAN FLY" If I can see it, then I can do it..If I just believe it, there's nothing to it .act sy baru kenal awk sebulan..sy sgt suka kwn ngn awk..sy sygg awk..dan sy rasa awk sgt baik,boleh sekepala ngn sy,caring n agak manje di situ..sometimes sy terpikir tiap kali tweet or borak ngn awk..msti cter pjg2 kn..even xde topic yg di khususkn..maybe sbb sy nie ade je idea nk tnya n tnya..hahaha lawak sungguh ! awk kene tahu sy seorang yg pemalu that is fact...first time borak ngn awk..kita 2 x tido..cter ttg diri masing2..konon2 intro laa to..haha :P * 4 jam 30minit otp..rasa mcm x percaya..second awk call sy kita borak 3 jam..haha npk sgt kita 2 mmg suke bercerita each other...saya pon x sangka mcm mane laa sy boleh kongsi cter ngn awk..maybe sy percaya kn awk..dan awk percaya kn sy...alhamdulilah...start awk cter awk daa mula sygg sy..sy mcm terkejut,mcm mimpi pon ade jgk kot..sape laa nk syg sy nie..if ade pon kwn je yg byk sygg sy...i know sbelum nie..awk x excited pon ngn sy kn,sy x hensem pon..sbb sy xde something yg special maybe..tht y awk rase mcm to..daa biase daa * okay ayt sedih laa konon haz nie* haha btw,awk pon penah mgaku yg awk senang suke org,tp susah nk sygg orang..tht y awk boleh suke rmai crush..untung laa comel :P pantang tgok hensem ckit laa too :P gatal sungguh..tumbuk kang tahu laa,haha  !!! ^_^ haha honestly sy suke cara awk layan sy..even npk ngade2 tp awk mmg nk ngade2 ngn sy pon..sy tahu to.jgn nk sorok2 sgt laa yee..sy tahu awk buat smua nie nk bg sy npk..ape yg awk create or awk tweet to..smua cter psl sy kn?? kantoi di situ...haha sorry if sy buat2 x paham or x tahu...sedangkan sy tahu ape yg awk cube smpai kn..haha sy susah nk jatuh cinta kot if x kenal btol2...sy pon ade cter kt awk kn smlm...sy layan smua org hanya sekadar kwn...cukup laa awk tahu sy sygg awk...awk tnya knapa suke sgt ckp x layak..sy ade reason sy sendiri..knape sy ckp mcm to..if awk kt tmpt sy,maybe awk akn phm...sy susah nk terang kn...:( im so sorry...thanks sbb trus trg n jujur ngn sy...kehadiran awk buat sy tergelak hari2..sbelum nie sy sunyi org yg sy sygg buat sy mcm to..-.- so sy daa biase daa..to kn sbahagian dr lumrah khidupan..dtg xpe di suruh pergi tanpa di pakse..,sy dpt rase kn satu hari nti syg awk to  akn hilang jgk kt sy kn -.-...stelah awk jmpe laki yg lbih baik...sy bsyukur sbb allah pertemukan kita dlm keadaan msg2 memerlukan..awk jgn rsau..insyaallah slagi sy ade..awk xkn rase boring...haz akn jd pelawak yg bergaya gaya kn..hahaha da2 knape ayt sedih2 nie..tukar mood senyum cpt ^_^ ..if awk bace post nie awk comel n sweeties...suke laa to :P k bye..asslmualaikum :)

Thursday, June 7, 2012

Everything happens for a good reason !

masa sgt pantas tanpa kita sedari..ade yg ckp ngn aku sbelum nie..ko break haz msti ko dpt yg lebih baik dr dia..or x smpai bape bln ko msti ade awek nti...aku terime pdpt korg to..act aku bukan seorang yg senang2 boleh jatuh cinta or suke org to tanpa aku kenal btol2..hati kita nie berharga x kn laa nk disakiti kot..cinta to bende yg indah tp manusia yg x pdai hargai nyee..now aku bahagian n happy ngn life aku..tipu laa slame 8 bln aku x cube cari..aku cube..tp masih blom ade rezeki,n blom jmpe org yg pdai ambik hati aku..org yg aku suke ade crush lain n suke kt org lain..nk buat cm ne..so x kn laa aku nk pakse dia kot..tht y laa aku xde gf smpai skrg..haha haz ohh haz..lawak laa ko nie..nk sesuatu to kne laa usaha..insyaallah niat ko baik allah akn tunjuk jgk kt ko 1 ary nti..mmg susah nk cari someone yg btol2 boleh phm n terime kita seadaanya..sgt susah if ade pon just 60% je..now bg aku biar laa ia dtg secara semulajadi..fokus pd stdy lg bgus,,..hope aku dapat abis kn degree aku dgn result yg baik n get a good job..maybe aku kaya nti,baru org npk kot sape hariz haziq nie..now aku xde pape pon kn,,,ade umh besar nti,kete besar..time to nk cari aku..sori laa gua x layan..smoga impian n cita2 aku jd knyataan..insyaallah :) kbai..asslmualaikum..

Saturday, June 2, 2012

Rezeki you~

alhamdulilah impian you tercapai jgk nk msok UITM kn..masin mulut i ckp..last2 dpt jgk kt jengka plak to..woaa jauh pendalaman to..hehe..i gembira tgok u happy mcm nie..excited nk smbung blaja..pape pon you jage diri,jage ksihatan you,,.blaja pdai2 k..i always pray for u..i nk kita sama2 berjaya,sama2 dpt impian masing2..dlu kita pernah janji kn nk msok blaja sama2..tp now impian smbung blaja da tertunai..tp cume tmpt blajar je yg lain...:) act, x sangke course n minat u sama mcm i..course business jgk u pilih,,hehe u tiru i erk ?? insyaallah if u x tahu nti..i ajar u ape yg i reti..daa msok sini pdai2 laa pilih kwn k..i x nk u slh plih kwn...i know you can do it...thanks call i bgtahu td..i gonnan miss you alot...start now..life u akn berubah..x mcm dlu lg..try blaja hidup bdikari k..tc,bye..asslmualaikum